17+ Hours

17 plus hours, Jay has been gone. Not only are Jimmy and I unsettled about not being able to just call and say good night, but Jackson, who shares a room with Jay is unsettled. I assume so because here it is 11:30 pm and Jackson is wide awake, so unlike him.

I KNOW I'm going to have a hard time sleeping. It just didn't dawn on me that anyone else would have a problem with it.

GOD I love my children!